the Blackwood Press DUB
**volumeIVnumberII**
December 2002
cover paintings by Nicholas Zeman
Table of Colors
Nicholas Zeman
Come sit at my table of colors
watch them twirl in the candlelight
for these are the shades of summer
and it is still early in the night.
The colors of a caravan
spanish green and gypsy red
remind me of a memory
I thought was cold and dead.
What is the color of your kind?
can the shades of the heart deceive the mind?
quiet is the love that shines
in the shadows of your soul.
Come sit at my table of colors
watch them twirl in the candlelight
for these are the shades of summer
and it is still early in the night.
Northern Lights
Jacksone Leonard
Listening to the Winter Wind
it has a story to be told
feeling alive as the night begins
in love with the dark and the cold
Come with me tonight
there's love in the city lights
and Christmas traffic does excite
the lust between me and you
I would say the colors are so true
green, red and a moon that's blue
Dark before New Year's morning
but when the light comes through
will I be like new?
Listening to the Winter Wind
it has a story to be told
feeling alive as the night begins
in love with the dark and the cold
Uphill Skiing
Pheely Velvet
Evan and Roderick came over to Jack's and had a cup of coffee
and some cigarettes. Jack put on some classical radio and said, "God
I'm lonely, have either of you gotten laid lately?"
"A chubby girl gave me a handjob three weeks ago," Roderick
said.
"Yeah," Jack asked, "then what happened?"
"I fell asleep in her bed and woke up to country music on the
television."
"Did you kiss her at all?" Evan asked.
"Yeah," Roderick said, "yeah, of course."
"Did you feel her cunt?"
"Yeah, I felt it with two fingers. I probably could have fucked
her, but I blew it from her handjob and passed out in her bed."
"I went to Colorado and met a chick there," Evan said. The
radio was playing the weather and Jack stood up to get more coffee,
holding out his hand for Evan's mug as he began to tell his story.
"It was a small ski town, but it was kind of a big ski town. It's
called Vail, Colorado. It was a small pub, Gold Digger's, with live
music from a band called The Trend Hippies. Me, my brother, and two
of his friends had been drinking pretty heavily at high altitude, so after
about two drinks at the bar you could start to feel it."
Jack returned with the coffee and gave them their mugs and
walked over and switched the radio over to the 'soul funk' station,
KFNK, broadcast from downtown.
"Anyways, so I worked my way up to the bar, ordered a drink,
a local microbeer, Ski Brew, and this lady next to me, she pays for it."
Jack and Roderick each inhaled a sigh of interest and looked at
each other, then back to Evan.
"So I ask her her name," Evan continued, "and she said her
name was Lucinda."
"Mm hmm," Jack and Roderick exhaled.
"I said, 'That's a nice name, I used to date a girl named
Lucinda,' and she says, 'You aren't dating anybody right now?'" As
Evan said this Roderick stuck his arms into the air and began gyrating
his hips in his chair, as a sort of victory dance. Evan continued, "I said,
'No,' and we began talking about your various subjects throughout the
duration of our drinks, and I bought us another round. Eventually we
ended up out on the dance floor. It was a really small bar, so we were
dancing pretty close, see, and we began to start touching each other,
you know, here and there, a few drunken feels, you know, and after
that I start to sort of black out a bit, you know, here and there."
Roderick and Jack both sat back in their chairs, holding their
cups of coffee. The soul funk continued.
"I remember," Evan went on, "us kissing at the bar. So at some
point we left the dance floor and went over to kiss on the bar. I
remember that. And I remember by brother's roommate, Chico,
buying me a shot of whiskey, Danish Bee Whiskey, and I blacked out
again."
Jack and Roderick nodded their heads, sipping from their cups
of coffee.
"Then I remember the barlights flickering, looking for my
brother and his friends to get a taxi back to the ski lodge. Lucinda was
standing right by my side. We had a short conversation and I
convinced her to come back to our condo at the lodge. Well, she didn't
need that much convincing. I told her it was twenty-five miles there, so
I would have to give her a ride home in the morning. She was okay
with that. So, we all packed into the taxi. It was a tight fit, so Lucinda
had to sit on my lap."
Jack took another sip off his coffee and Roderick looked at the
radio, listening intently to Evan.
"For about twenty minutes we were kissing in this tight dark
taxi. Nobody could really see, so we weren't offending anybody, and
here I start to black out again, but I keep kissing her. We keep kissing
all the way back to the lodge in this tight dark taxi. I'm blacking out,
here and there, you know, because of the rising heat in this tight-fitting
taxi, and all the excitement with Lucinda."
"And the Ski Brew," Roderick said.
"And the Ski Brew," Evan said. "And the altitude. All of it.
Anyways, I remember when we finally got to the lodge, my brother
and his two friends started in on more beer, a case of some expensive
imported stuff from the lodge gift shop, Chocolate Malt, from
Switzerland. They were eating the leftover Chinese take-out we had
from the day before."
"That's funky," Jack mumbled.
"Yeah," Evan said, "but Lucinda and I, we went up to the
condo, alone. And now this is where it starts to get interesting."
Jack and Roderick both looked up at Evan as he took a sip off
his coffee, then continued with his tale.
"We're in this small room with a big bed," he began, smiling.
Roderick and Jack smiled too.
"We had been on our feet, dancing all night at the bar, so we
decided to sit down on the bed. Sitting felt so good, we figured it
might be even better to lay down. She reached for my belt buckle and
started undoing my pants, which I thought was a very helpful thing for
her to do. So I started to undo her pants, sort of to return the favor.
Both our pants came off and she wasn't wearing any underwear."
"Mmm," Roderick moaned as Jack leaned forward, listening
intently to Evan. The soul funk radio played.
"She had her hands on my bare chest, you know, feeling my
curves, as I was doing a little feeling myself. I put my hand between
her legs, noticing she didn't have any hair, and stuck my fingers into
her. She was very wet. Only then did I know that she was truly
wanting."
Roderick and Jack looked at each other and back at Evan.
"That pussy," Evan said, "it was a good pussy, shaved, tight,
no mess, and really slippery. At that point, I was pretty interested. I
figured I needed to investigate this woman a bit more, and so I went
down with my head between her legs. I licked her cunt, ate it, I ate her
pussy. It was clean and sopping wet and it smelled like roses, and it
tasted like cotton candy. I was licking, chewing, sucking, and she
began screaming. She was talking, babbling, chanting in tongues,
wailing up through the stars. And I still had my underwear on!"
The radio played its soul funk. It was the middle of the
afternoon and the sun hung high in the sky. Jack and Roderick had
both drained their cups of coffee and forgotten about the mugs they
held in their hands. Evan continued.
"She was trying to take my underwears off with her feet as I
sat slurping her hot popsicle of a gash. I gave her a quick hand with
my shorts and she pulled me up towards her chest and told me to fuck
her."
"Fuck me," Lucinda commanded, her small, mounded breasts
pointing into Evan's mouth.
"I moved up into her and spread her legs," Evan told them.
"My cock was swollen three times its normal chubb erection. It was
sweaty and throbbing, standing taller than the surrounding mountain
range. My entire body and soul was concentrated into that pulsating
slab of flesh between her legs, and it slid right in."
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